Friday, December 31, 2010

Thorns, Roses and Rosebuds - Via Jana WOOHOO!

 I just started again at "THE TWITTER".  I am so bad about keeping up with things like "Blogging" and "Twitter" and "Laundry".  Ok, I just threw that last one in to see if you were paying attention.  ANYWAYS..I have found a wonderful new group of people to follow at The Twitter and @Jana0926 is one of them.  She blogs like a goddess over at Jana's Thinking Place.  (go there, she is awesome)  On her blog, she created her very first MEME.  (Which I always pronounced ME-ME because I could...but the super cool man friend frowns upon me when I do it.  hehe!) is my post in response to Jana's meme.  You are welcome.  Maybe.

 THORN - Gosh.  Jana.  This is harder than it looked.  I have sat here just staring at the screen trying to come up with something to type.  OK.  Um.  THORN - I am going to have to go with, OMG.  I have no freaking clue.  Everything is just so great right now.  I know what hell I lived through in 2010 but without it, I would not be where I am right now, in this moment.  So we are going to skip this part right now.  Mm'kay?

1.  Having my son back in my life FULL TIME has been so wonderful.  It about tore me to pieces last year when I had to ask his Dad to take him.  I know it was the only option and it kept him safe, but I missed him every hour.  I am so thankful he is home now.

2.  My second ROSE is having real relationships again.  Especially with my friends and my family.  I was not aware at how cut off I was.  Spending time with my friends these last few months has been so rewarding.  Feeling the love from my family and knowing that they will be there for me NO MATTER WHAT is priceless.

1.  I look forward to seeing the relationship between myself and my super cool man friend blossom.  He makes everyday brighter and full of laughter and joy.

2.  I want to work on strengthening my friendships (like Jana is doing) both inside the computer and in my REAL life.

3.  And OMG I am totally looking forward to my cruise which departs in 16 days that my super cool man friend got me for my birthday!!  Sun and Sand, here we come!

Thursday, December 30, 2010

My New Year's Resolutions

Yeah, I totally suck at this blogging thing.  OH well.  You still love me and that is all that matters.

Okay.  So I am going to make some New Year's Resolutions, Yo. 

1.  Continue NOT Smoking. - I don't know why, but I have been dying for a cigarette lately.  I mean, it has been 6 months!  At Christmas, I ran outside with the other *Smokers*, stole one drag and was all...EWWWWW.  So I don't know why I can't kick this craving to the curb.

2.  Continue making healthy choices when it comes to my body - Which basically means, continue NOT drinking soda.  Get all your water each day.  EXERCISE.  And watch what you put in your mouth.  Yay.

3.  Find a New Job.  One with security and stability.  I really want to go back into banking.  Let's see if we can make this happen.

4.  Continue to take things as they come with regards to the super cool man friend.  I swear to god, this is the most sane I have ever been in a relationship.  Months later, it is still effortless.  So I will choose to let it stay that way.  I will not get in my own way here.  I won't read into anything nor will I create problems that do not exist. 

5.  I will try to blog.  That is all I am saying, TRY.  Don't push me here.

Happy New Year!  I know 2011 HAS to be loads better than 2010.  Loveyameanit!